deep thoughts

 

I'm a nervous wreck!

I may be put together like nothing is bothering me.

But deep inside I'm a mess.

I'm scared.

Anxious.

Driving myself bat crazy.

So many thoughts swirling around my head.

I'm having surgery this Friday to remove a cyst or mass thats on my scalp.

I'm not afraid of surgery.

I'm not afraid that a section of hair will have to be shaved.

{ok yes I am}

I'm not afraid of anesthesia.

I'm not afraid of recovery.

I'm most afraid of what my doctor will find.

Please pray for my nerves to calm down.

I'm more than ready to have this bump gone.

The pain it's caused for the last 2 years.

The headaches I've dealt with for even longer.

After this is all said & done I'm going to need a vacation!